Suck It, College.

I officially decided to quit school, at least now. I've tried and tried again and promised that I'd do great etc etc etc.. Nope.

I was told this was foolish, but in my opinion, so is doing something you hate. Right? RIGHT. I mean shooting up black tar heroin is foolish, but people still do it because it makes them happy. Yes this can really set me back in life, and yes I will be missing out on so much blah blah blah but my alternatives are as follows:

A. I find a job in San Francisco, move into a studio, buy an iHome and enjoy life dancing around in my underwear in my apartment living off cup of noodles because chances are I WILL be poor.

B. I try to get a job as a flight attendant which honestly is a job I have wanted my whole life and continue to do that until I get tired of saying "peanuts or pretzels? No sir, we don't have Pepsi, only Coke". I would be able to travel for free, meet all kinds of people, and get the experince of a life time.

C. Boyfriend wants to go to a school in South Carolina, and I go with. This isn't like oh god we are madly in love and cannot be apart blah blah, it's like hey what a cool place to get lost and if we hate it, at least we hate it together and if all else fails we just listen to Pandora Radio via the CAMputer or walk around and view history or ride bikes at night and partake in other various activities that may or may not be appropriate for open public internet viewing. Just depends on who is reading.

OH AND..

D. I'll most likely be 21 by the time any of this happens so my plan to become a raging alcoholic may be in effect by then. We shall see.

The point? I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life. AT ALL. And how am I ever going to figure it out by staying here? I'm not experiencing anything new.
And to put any troubled minds at ease I would continue taking online classes so at least I have somethin'.

All of this makes more sense to me then waking my ass up at 7:00 am to drive to the foreclosure capitol of the country to take classes that don't hold my interest for more then 10 minutes. Or I could cuddle with boyfriend for an extra half hour, sleep while he's in class more cuddle time and/or breakfast, and then play with AJ and Joshua, who also make more sense then driving to the foreclosure capitol of the country.

College can kiss my white ass goodbye, at least for now.